OLD HABITS DIE HARD.

LOSING IT ONCE AND FOR ALL.
5' 6"
HW: 247
CW: 208

life is so interesting (confusing) sometimes…

so, i go to school away from home and i LOVE my friends from home, i haven’t been able to find friends like that here at school. (don’t get me wrong, i still have good friends here but not like CLOSE friends that i can see myself knowing my entire life) i’m going to school on the east coast next year so i’m REALLY excited to just meet more people and possibly make some close friends. however, right when the year is ending, i find myself getting closer to people at school and kind of growing apart from my friends at home. i hardly talk to them anymore and my two best friends seem to have forgotten i exist, while people here seem to be wanting to hang out more often. maybe it’s just my mind confused about all the change and trying to attach some sentiment to the people i’m leaving here, but it just seems so ironic that all of this is happening now that i’m going back home and leaving this place for a year… something to think about i guess… 

also, went to a goodbye dinner and had homemade mac n cheese and garlic bread and chocolate covered fruit. gah. i don’t really regret it though. it was delicious and a great time. my workout consisted of level 3 of ripped in 30 but no 5k :/

alsooooo, if you read this you’re amazing and i appreciate you following me because i realize most of my posts are text and not yummy food and hot girls in workout clothes. good night!

50 DAY BINGE FREE CHALLENGE

Day 6: Do you have any fear foods? If so, post a picture of them here. Yep, have the picture on your blog, and try to stop being scared of these foods.

i don’t think i have any fear foods; i shouldn’t fear food. i don’t like the idea of food becoming your enemy. i LOVE food and in no way am willing to give up the satisfaction of eating good food to lose weight. it’s all about kicking your ass during workouts and learning how to eat in moderation. unfortunately, i have yet to completely figure out that second one so although i wouldn’t say that i fear snacks like bread, cookies & potato chips, i do need to avoid them while i learn to eat them in moderation… 


50 DAY BINGE FREE CHALLENGE

Day 5: What do you usually binge on? Do you have certain trigger foods?

i usually end up binging on things that are small but numerous. like chips, cookies, etc. i think my trigger foods are just really unhealthy carbs. i find myself craving brownies, cookies, or potato chips often. i want to be able to have the right amount and be content with that and even after a while of doing this, i struggle with it. 

80 Day Weight Loss Challenge

Week9/Day58

Do you believe in restriction or in moderation?

moderationnn. although i definitely went overboard on cheese and crackers last night :/ blegh, my weaknesses. 

80 Day Weight Loss Challenge

Week8/Day56

Have you ever been on a low-carb diet? How was it for you?

i haven’t. that sounds terrible, haha

80 Day Weight Loss Challenge

Week1/Day6

What is your favorite unhealthy food?

ummmmm, i don’t have a sweet tooth at all so that’s good, but i’m a sucker for crunchy stuff like chips/cracker/etc. so i guess crunchy carbs :( lol